Today has been rather uneventful.  I had a fall this morning and have hurt my back with even more pain that before.  Another day I will go into all my illness' however today I just feel very defeated.  It hurts so much to sit, stand, walk, drive, lay down and so on and so forth.  It is days like this where i feel very gloomy and defeated, however I feel that tomorrow is a new day and will be better.  What is my purpose with enduring all this pain.  As I heal mentally I hurt physically and that becomes very overwhelming.  Uggg.

As I end for the day, I would like to leave you with a saying that I say every day!  I hope you all have a great night and remember that you are not alone in your fight through pain and suffering.  Love you all.