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I want to wish Merry Christmas to everyone since I didn't post yesterday.  My sister and I just kind of laid around and relaxed for the day.  We had a nice Christmas chicken dinner and I put together and decorated a mini gingerbread village kit Ashley got me.  It was fun.

As we didn't spend the day with family we were still able to talk to them on the phone and some on the computer which was fun.  I miss them most during the holidays as they are the harder days for me to get through.  We also decided that we are going to start writing to soldiers who are serving and protecting for us.  I wrote 3 letters yesterday and am very excited to be doing this.

I am honestly not feeling well today.  My stomach is at odds with me and just making me feel miserable.  I am still dealing with the plugged ears but luckily I go see my doctor on Monday anyways so hope she can help me out with them.  Been taking medicine for it but not helping.  I have been more down today (no reason particular) just one of those days.  I feel a little mixed up and through comments of other (even though it wasn't intended to be) I feel like all I do sometimes is screw things up.  I know that I may make mistakes and while trying to help with something I sometimes mess it up but I try.  It will be OK but just not what I wanted to feel when not feeling well anyways.

Hope you are all having a great day and wish you a happy holiday season.